current location: Engineering Lab, Lenoir Hall
School is ok. I'm ok. My head is a bit cloudy sometimes but I think I'm ok. I'm gaining weight so I decided to start going to the gym (YMCA) in town and it's pretty cool. I have to fight genetics to be healthy. My dad has high blood pressure and there's diabetes on my mom's side. So wish me luck there!
I can never decide whether I should use this journal to write exactly how I feel when I feel it, or to just make mild updates when I have time.
Cleaned up the office to cheer Brad up, worked a little bit but his being down and depressed about losing his job is taking its toll on me. I have no idea how I can keep him up and boosted and myself as all I want to do when the weather gets cold is sleep and eat. I hibernate. So singing and dancing and insisting everything is fine is actually work to me at this point. I'm emotionally exhausted.
I miss having fun. I only laugh with my mother and maybe my sister. Ok, so I laugh AT my sister (j/k).
Had lunch with Mandy today. Good food and company. But I'm still just....blah.
Have topics class in about 15 minutes. maybe I'll fool around and make a new journal. I do that when I'm bored.