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November 29th, 2007 (01:06 pm)
current location: Engineering Lab, Lenoir Hall
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School is ok. I'm ok. My head is a bit cloudy sometimes but I think I'm ok. I'm gaining weight so I decided to start going to the gym (YMCA) in town and it's pretty cool. I have to fight genetics to be healthy. My dad has high blood pressure and there's diabetes on my mom's side. So wish me luck there!

I can never decide whether I should use this journal to write exactly how I feel when I feel it, or to just make mild updates when I have time.

Cleaned up the office to cheer Brad up, worked a little bit but his being down and depressed about losing his job is taking its toll on me. I have no idea how I can keep him up and boosted and myself as all I want to do when the weather gets cold is sleep and eat. I hibernate. So singing and dancing and insisting everything is fine is actually work to me at this point. I'm emotionally exhausted.

I miss having fun. I only laugh with my mother and maybe my sister. Ok, so I laugh AT my sister (j/k).

Had lunch with Mandy today. Good food and company. But I'm still just....blah.

Have topics class in about 15 minutes. maybe I'll fool around and make a new journal. I do that when I'm bored.


Posted by: Dan (puddingdan)
Posted at: November 30th, 2007 12:52 am (UTC)

I find sometimes this is a perfect place to get out all that crap when u need to, and other times it's good for complete bollocks. Hope this truth helps you in some way....lol....:-p

Posted by: ((Anonymous))
Posted at: November 30th, 2007 04:09 pm (UTC)

cheers for that.

Posted by: spineless_steel (spineless_steel)
Posted at: November 30th, 2007 04:10 pm (UTC)

that was me by the way

Posted by: Best Cut Suit on Saville Row (absolutetwaddle)
Posted at: November 30th, 2007 12:54 am (UTC)
Maggie Gun

I miss having fun.

He makes you miserable. Please get out.

Miss you.

Posted by: spineless_steel (spineless_steel)
Posted at: November 30th, 2007 04:08 pm (UTC)

i know. but i don't believe i'd be having fun away from him either. I'm just in a weird space in time.

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